Dear life;

Oh my gosh I have not blogged in FOREVER. How crazy.

I'm not gonna catchup on my life in this post, cause well I would be typing like crazy and no one would read it, so why waste my time? Lol.

So at the moment I'm listening to some Angles and Airwaves. Woo.

I'm going to the movies later today. Going to see Sherlock Holmes AGAIN! :)

Ah I can honestly say that that is one of the best movies I have seen in 2009.

OH YEAH! It's 2010 now!! So exciting. And I'm so glad that 2009 is over. I've got a fresh start now :)

Oh and only two more years till I graduate :D Can't wait lol.

Today is my best friend's birthday :) Happy Birthday Zoe.

Well, I do believe I'm going to go. My room is such a mess I need to clean it. Or I will suffer the wrath of my mother. Yikes, that would not be too good.

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Dear life;

Gahhh. Can you slow down just a tad bit?

I'm so stressed right now with school it is insane. I have a book report due Thursday, and I haven't even read the book. :/ I do believe I am screwed for that.

And I have to read chapters of Sherlock Holmes for Thursday. Although that is not that bad.

I have a Bible exam on Friday and a Bible quiz tomorrow.

Spanish homework due Thursday.

I had a Spartan journal due today and a geometry quiz today.

And my Global Science binder is due tomorrow and it is expected to be organized.

GAH. I know I sound like a baby but my oh my is this a lot. And I know I just have a lot more to expect.

I think I'm also stressed because Band Day is THIS SATURDAY. Yikes.

I think that the band can pull themselves together and get through it. It will be nice to finally be done with afterschool and early morning rehearsals. Hah all this extra band time is taking away from my homework time. Good thing I heart band though lol.

Actually, I had band tonight. That is why I am up sort of late, well it's late to when I usually go to sleep. Lol.

I don't know when I'll fall asleep tonight. But I do know that I have to wake up at 5 tomorrow to get to band by 7 in the morning. Haha. Again with the band :p

Lovelife status- NADA.

I have fully given up on John, or at least that is what I tell myself OVER and OVER again. I can't get involved with him anymore though. Because I am always the one theat gets hurt the most. And right now he's got something going on with Mickey and me and her are starting to become pretty good friends. And if something happened with me and John that would just ruin that blossoming friendship.

Hah I guess I can't have the best of both worlds and everything that I want.

And I am completely content with that.

OH! 2 minutes till 12 :D Hahah. I feel so proud of myself. I actually stayed up later than Adrian. That is shocking to me lol.

Well I guess I'll stop writing now. Because all I am doing is rambling on and on about nonsense.

Okay well goodnight :)

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Dear life;

Gosh darnit! I failed at keeping up with this again! D:

I must keep at posting new blogs. I have to. It shall be a new goal of mine.

So today was pretty cool I guess. Lol. I don't even know why.

But I do know that my day wasn't sucky, which means it was cool :D

Lol.

I failed my World History reading quiz :( Gah I was so angry about that! But we have more tests and quizzes coming so if I do good on those my grade will raise. Ah.

I'm doing okay in Spanish now. Woo!

Band is still reallly busy. We're practicing soo much. I had practice Monday night and I've got it Friday morning. Blah. So tiring after a while. And all I do is stand there and play. Everyone else marches haha.

Things with John are ehh. He's so strange. But basically he told me he missed me and stuff. I don't know whether or not I should believe him but yeah. We're just good friends right now. Who knows what's in store for us. Lol. Most likely nothing. But I don't know. Imma just go with the floww. :D

Mmm well that's basically what's goin down right now. Lol.

I'm uber busy with school, band, church stuff, and moree.

My daddys coming home tomorrow :) Woo.

Hopefully it's a good visit lol.

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Dear life;

Gah I feel so behind on blogging. I really miss it D:
I have just been so busy with school, band, and lifee. It's crazy.

Band has taken over my life. I think I said that in my last post. But yes. I'm completley swamped with band right now. All because of U of A Band Day. I'm not complaining though. I love band.

School is actually pretty good. It's still kind of boring but I've got good grades in most of my classes. The only one I'm having a hard time with is Spanish 2 >.< Gah darn that class. I understand Spanish but the class is nothing like Spanish 1. My old Spanish class was more one on one. And this one really isn't. I suppose I have some adjustments to make with my learning ways of languages. But other than that school is pretty good :)

My "love life" has been bleh. I've basically given up on John. I only want to be friends with him. He always likes other girls and I can't complain about that because we have nothing but friendship right now. It's just so hard cause man oh man is he a cutie :p But being friends with him is more important to me. :)
Then there's this freshmen named Cody and he seems to be kind of obsessed with me D: It's getting really old. And yeah. But I'm just friends with him too. He'll find what he's looking for sooner or later. Lol.
Homecoming is coming up. Ahh. No idea who I'm going to go with :o It's going to be tricky finding a date lol.

I'm sick right now. And yesterday (Sunday) I expierenced something so embarrasing.
I went to the Tucson Mall with Adrian. We were both already kind of sick but we were recovering. We got really hungry so we had Taco Bell. Half an hour to and hour later we got thirsty. So we went to Gloria Jeans and ordered some coffee. He got an iced vanilla latte and I got an iced chai latte. They were soo good. But we chugged them really fast. NOT SMART AT ALL.
We walked around and I felt so sick. We then went into Dillards and just sat on the floor because we both felt so out of it. Then we went to American Eagle and that's when things got bad. I was picking my clothes out and I started feeling like I was going to throw up. I haven't thrown up in so long so I just was thinking I'd have to burp or something. That was so not the case. :(
While we were in line I threw up in my mouth. I ran out of the store, giving my clothes to Adrian, and threw up in a trash can. It was gross. I came back in and paid for my stuff then called my mom. While I was on the phone with her I started throwing up in a trash can again. We went downstairs not saying a word. We both were embarrased lol.
I went out to see her truck and while I was walking out I had to run behind a wall while I threw my guts up. My vomit got all over my leg, my bag, my shirt, and in my hair. It was utterly disgusting. The smell itself made me want to throw up even more. Adrian just looked at me and was like "Wow I feel bad." Haha.
I went home covered in puke and showered and puked some more. Woo.
It was absolutley humiliating. But Adrian was like, "It's okay Lexi. I won't tell anyone."
Hah I love having him as a best friend :)

Anyways, that's basically it.
Other than being sick, I'm diggin' life.
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Dear life;

Oh my word. I cannot believe how long I have put this off. I haven't written to you in forever.
Well please allow me to catch you up a little on my life :)
Fasten your seatbelt, it's a crazy one. :p

Well, I believe that when I last wrote I was getting ready for school to start. Well my sophomore year has started and I must say that it is rather boring so far. Freshmen year was more of an excitement, but hey. I'm not complaining.
I've been swamped with marching band practice and homework every night. Waking up at 5 EVERY MORNING really does get to you. I'm exhausted. But I'll get used to it.
Today was the end of the second week of school. 10 months to go. Lol.

My love life is pretty boring right now. Things with Andrew didn't work out. In fact, we lost total contact really. Once school start we just couldn't find the time to talk to see eachother. Which is okay. As for John and I. Hah. Things with that boy are so weird. It's seriously like a rollercoaster with him. We discovered that we still liked eachother but we decided not to go out. Which I am okay with because whenever we go out it doesn't last long and I don't want that. So yeah. I'm content with it. Although it is very difficult seeing him everyday and sitting next to him all the time. Oh my is it hard. But oh well. He likes Mickey again and all I can say is that I am happy for him. It's not my choice of who he likes. It's his.

School has seriously taken over my life. I'm trying so hard to do good.
And I personally think I've started off strong. Hopefully I can keep with it.

Also, I have gotten a lot closer to God. Which I have been praying for.
I feel like school, friends, and family is teaching me that I need to turn to God more and have more faith in Him. And Bible class and World History is really showing me it.
I really love going to a Christian school because I'm learning SO much about it and it's really testing my faith. I'm very grateful.

Well, I think that is all I can write right now.
I'll try not to get so far behind in keeping this updated.
Today was a great day! :)

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Dear life;

Oh how confused I am right now. It is crazy.
Young love really hurts my brain when I start thinking about it. Lol.
I'm not even going to go into the details of it. But AH! Guys can be so confusing at times. It's insane.

Anyways :) These past few days have been pretty busy.
I saw Harry Potter again with my cousins and that was pretty fun. I got very annoyed though while I was watching it. The people in the theater were so rude! One guy just decided to burp really loud in the middle of the movie; uhm ew?! I couldn't get over that haha.
I also saw the new movie Orphan with Adrian and his mom. It was sort of scary but then it wasnt. It was just an all around weird movie. But I still liked it.

My dad comes home tomorrow. Hopefully things will be better and it won't be like his last visit. Ugh that was no fun at all.

School starts in 2 weeks D: TWO WEEKS!
I'm excitied for it but then I'm not. I'm not looking forward to doing all the work, but I'm wanting to see all of my friends and get back into band. Lol.
I still have to read my autobiography. I haven't even started really. But luckily I finished The Pearl and the report to go with it. So that's something that I finished.

I'm babysitting right now. Hah I think it's funny because my younger sister, whose 9, is for some reason like obsessed with Michael Jackson. I mean c'mon.
Yes, I have total respect for him. He was a serious legend and he was a great inspiration to the music business. But she doesn't stop listening to his music, watching the news to hear about him, buying People magazines to read about him and cut pictures of him out, and she has some movie of all his music videos and she never stops watching it.
It's just getting really old and annoying. I don't know. Maybe it's just me but in my opinion people should find something more exciting to talk about.
Don't get me wrong Michael Jackson was amazing and great; but people have taken this to where it's talked about NON-STOP. I'm just tired of hearing about it. But oh well.

Well, I do believe that I am going to go take a nice shower and get ready for whatever today has in store. I'm most likely just going to read, listen to music, take a trip to Macy's to return some clothes, and text. Lol. I'm such an eventful person :p

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Dear life;

Oh what a day, what a day.

Hah. Church this morning with mommy and sister. That was pretty fun. Slightly awkward at times but it was pretty fun.

I wasn't in too good of a mood this morning, you see my dad and I haven't exactly talked all day today. And well I feel kind of bad about it but then I don't. He's showing so much favoritism towards my sister and it is driving me insane. I feel like he doesn't want to hear what I have to say and stuff. So today I didn't talk to him at all. And if I did, it wasn't nice. I just said like one word sentances. I'm starting to feel REALLY bad about it because he doesn't even live with us anymore. He lives in Phoenix and I never see him. And the one time he is in town to visit us we fight. Gah. It makes me sad. But hopefully I can work it out before tomorrow morning when he leaves.

But besides that, today I took a very long nap :) I enjoy taking naps. Lol.

I also went to my grandma and grandpas. That was fun :) I love them so much. They are there for me constantly. I love them.

Oh. And also today I talked to my friend Andrew :) He's HILARIOUS. And I think I'm starting to like him. Idk. We're planning on hanging out Wednesday, so I'll get to know him better then and yeah. We'll see where things take us. Lol. But he's a cool guy. I just hung up the phone with him like 10 minutes ago. We were on the phone for like 2 1/2 hours :o Insane. Lol.

Well I'm very tired. I'm spending all day tomorrow cleaning up my room and reading my book report books. I MUST FINISH THEM! AH. It is mega important. Lol.

Btw- Andrew showed me these hilarious yet fun computer games. Haha. I love them and they are so addiciting. :D

Okay. Well nighty night :)

Today was okayish. Hopefully tomorrow will be better.

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