Dear life;

Gahhh. Can you slow down just a tad bit?

I'm so stressed right now with school it is insane. I have a book report due Thursday, and I haven't even read the book. :/ I do believe I am screwed for that.

And I have to read chapters of Sherlock Holmes for Thursday. Although that is not that bad.

I have a Bible exam on Friday and a Bible quiz tomorrow.

Spanish homework due Thursday.

I had a Spartan journal due today and a geometry quiz today.

And my Global Science binder is due tomorrow and it is expected to be organized.

GAH. I know I sound like a baby but my oh my is this a lot. And I know I just have a lot more to expect.

I think I'm also stressed because Band Day is THIS SATURDAY. Yikes.

I think that the band can pull themselves together and get through it. It will be nice to finally be done with afterschool and early morning rehearsals. Hah all this extra band time is taking away from my homework time. Good thing I heart band though lol.

Actually, I had band tonight. That is why I am up sort of late, well it's late to when I usually go to sleep. Lol.

I don't know when I'll fall asleep tonight. But I do know that I have to wake up at 5 tomorrow to get to band by 7 in the morning. Haha. Again with the band :p

Lovelife status- NADA.

I have fully given up on John, or at least that is what I tell myself OVER and OVER again. I can't get involved with him anymore though. Because I am always the one theat gets hurt the most. And right now he's got something going on with Mickey and me and her are starting to become pretty good friends. And if something happened with me and John that would just ruin that blossoming friendship.

Hah I guess I can't have the best of both worlds and everything that I want.

And I am completely content with that.

OH! 2 minutes till 12 :D Hahah. I feel so proud of myself. I actually stayed up later than Adrian. That is shocking to me lol.

Well I guess I'll stop writing now. Because all I am doing is rambling on and on about nonsense.

Okay well goodnight :)

<3