Dear life;

Gahhh. Can you slow down just a tad bit?

I'm so stressed right now with school it is insane. I have a book report due Thursday, and I haven't even read the book. :/ I do believe I am screwed for that.

And I have to read chapters of Sherlock Holmes for Thursday. Although that is not that bad.

I have a Bible exam on Friday and a Bible quiz tomorrow.

Spanish homework due Thursday.

I had a Spartan journal due today and a geometry quiz today.

And my Global Science binder is due tomorrow and it is expected to be organized.

GAH. I know I sound like a baby but my oh my is this a lot. And I know I just have a lot more to expect.

I think I'm also stressed because Band Day is THIS SATURDAY. Yikes.

I think that the band can pull themselves together and get through it. It will be nice to finally be done with afterschool and early morning rehearsals. Hah all this extra band time is taking away from my homework time. Good thing I heart band though lol.

Actually, I had band tonight. That is why I am up sort of late, well it's late to when I usually go to sleep. Lol.

I don't know when I'll fall asleep tonight. But I do know that I have to wake up at 5 tomorrow to get to band by 7 in the morning. Haha. Again with the band :p

Lovelife status- NADA.

I have fully given up on John, or at least that is what I tell myself OVER and OVER again. I can't get involved with him anymore though. Because I am always the one theat gets hurt the most. And right now he's got something going on with Mickey and me and her are starting to become pretty good friends. And if something happened with me and John that would just ruin that blossoming friendship.

Hah I guess I can't have the best of both worlds and everything that I want.

And I am completely content with that.

OH! 2 minutes till 12 :D Hahah. I feel so proud of myself. I actually stayed up later than Adrian. That is shocking to me lol.

Well I guess I'll stop writing now. Because all I am doing is rambling on and on about nonsense.

Okay well goodnight :)

<3

Dear life;

Gosh darnit! I failed at keeping up with this again! D:

I must keep at posting new blogs. I have to. It shall be a new goal of mine.

So today was pretty cool I guess. Lol. I don't even know why.

But I do know that my day wasn't sucky, which means it was cool :D

Lol.

I failed my World History reading quiz :( Gah I was so angry about that! But we have more tests and quizzes coming so if I do good on those my grade will raise. Ah.

I'm doing okay in Spanish now. Woo!

Band is still reallly busy. We're practicing soo much. I had practice Monday night and I've got it Friday morning. Blah. So tiring after a while. And all I do is stand there and play. Everyone else marches haha.

Things with John are ehh. He's so strange. But basically he told me he missed me and stuff. I don't know whether or not I should believe him but yeah. We're just good friends right now. Who knows what's in store for us. Lol. Most likely nothing. But I don't know. Imma just go with the floww. :D

Mmm well that's basically what's goin down right now. Lol.

I'm uber busy with school, band, church stuff, and moree.

My daddys coming home tomorrow :) Woo.

Hopefully it's a good visit lol.

♥

Dear life;

Gah I feel so behind on blogging. I really miss it D:
I have just been so busy with school, band, and lifee. It's crazy.

Band has taken over my life. I think I said that in my last post. But yes. I'm completley swamped with band right now. All because of U of A Band Day. I'm not complaining though. I love band.

School is actually pretty good. It's still kind of boring but I've got good grades in most of my classes. The only one I'm having a hard time with is Spanish 2 >.< Gah darn that class. I understand Spanish but the class is nothing like Spanish 1. My old Spanish class was more one on one. And this one really isn't. I suppose I have some adjustments to make with my learning ways of languages. But other than that school is pretty good :)

My "love life" has been bleh. I've basically given up on John. I only want to be friends with him. He always likes other girls and I can't complain about that because we have nothing but friendship right now. It's just so hard cause man oh man is he a cutie :p But being friends with him is more important to me. :)
Then there's this freshmen named Cody and he seems to be kind of obsessed with me D: It's getting really old. And yeah. But I'm just friends with him too. He'll find what he's looking for sooner or later. Lol.
Homecoming is coming up. Ahh. No idea who I'm going to go with :o It's going to be tricky finding a date lol.

I'm sick right now. And yesterday (Sunday) I expierenced something so embarrasing.
I went to the Tucson Mall with Adrian. We were both already kind of sick but we were recovering. We got really hungry so we had Taco Bell. Half an hour to and hour later we got thirsty. So we went to Gloria Jeans and ordered some coffee. He got an iced vanilla latte and I got an iced chai latte. They were soo good. But we chugged them really fast. NOT SMART AT ALL.
We walked around and I felt so sick. We then went into Dillards and just sat on the floor because we both felt so out of it. Then we went to American Eagle and that's when things got bad. I was picking my clothes out and I started feeling like I was going to throw up. I haven't thrown up in so long so I just was thinking I'd have to burp or something. That was so not the case. :(
While we were in line I threw up in my mouth. I ran out of the store, giving my clothes to Adrian, and threw up in a trash can. It was gross. I came back in and paid for my stuff then called my mom. While I was on the phone with her I started throwing up in a trash can again. We went downstairs not saying a word. We both were embarrased lol.
I went out to see her truck and while I was walking out I had to run behind a wall while I threw my guts up. My vomit got all over my leg, my bag, my shirt, and in my hair. It was utterly disgusting. The smell itself made me want to throw up even more. Adrian just looked at me and was like "Wow I feel bad." Haha.
I went home covered in puke and showered and puked some more. Woo.
It was absolutley humiliating. But Adrian was like, "It's okay Lexi. I won't tell anyone."
Hah I love having him as a best friend :)

Anyways, that's basically it.
Other than being sick, I'm diggin' life.
♥